My head has been spinning recently, there's so much I want to achieve. Is it a waste of time to care too much about what I'm wearing or eating? I need a plan, I need to create. I'm going to make a list of one hundred things to do this summer. When I reach twenty I need to know I've succeeded in creating something beautiful and I've become more educated. Either way, I've been using my camera a lot recently. A new blouse, a day out.